I got a second chance at life

One day, nearly four years ago, Kevin made a phone call that saved his life. 

Kevin Shepard

Kevin's story

Building up

"People say, “You only live once, so make the most of it.” Well, I’m proof that you can get a second chance – and I owe it to Samaritans.

"Looking back, things had been building up for a long time. Redundancy, relationship breakdowns… it was just one thing after another.

"And though I had two lovely sons and some great mates, I didn’t want them to know how low I’d become.

Goodbye letters

"Then, one evening, I found myself writing goodbye letters to my friends and family – I really believed they would be better off without me.

"The next day I had breakfast with my son and watched as he left the house for work. As far as I was concerned, this would be the last time I would see him.                                

"I left the house, thinking that I would never return.

"I found myself looking through the contacts on my mobile, wondering if anyone would miss me. That’s when I came across Samaritans’ number from a time when I’d called before but hung up, unable to talk.

"To this day I don’t know what made me call again, but I’m so glad I did.

Making the call

"The volunteer who answered was amazing. I was in a terrible state, but she was calm, understanding and, most importantly, seemed to genuinely care.

"I poured my heart out to her and she gently suggested that I walk to the nearest Samaritans branch, where I would be safe and there’d be someone to talk to.

"She stayed on the line while I did this and, at the branch, the tears really began to flow. She listened to what I had to say, and talking to her helped me work out what I could do.

Moving on

"Over the next few months, I slowly but surely began to put my life back together. Now, nearly three years on, I’ve got a whole new life.

"Someone somewhere made a donation to Samaritans – and that donation meant that they were there for me when I was at my lowest point.

"Thank you."

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